Think its about time I came clean, this account was to be for me and Sam to show our art to the world... but that stopped years ago. I've been stressed and hospitalized 2 times in the past year. Only now getting back into art this channel is bringing me bad memories. I've seen what has been said and they are lies, I've had my feeling torn from me and my oc taken from me and since then been blocked for no reason. I've been avoiding coming back here from all the memories that had taken place for me here... all the lies. I might be stirring the pot here but I've had a long while to think about things... when you feel no love and have tried and fail so many times... you give up. Thinking of posting more art here but also thinking of abandoning this account at the same time. ill keep it going for now and post some recent work I've done. If Sam finds and reads this... well I cant feel sorry for anyone anymore and FireWire is mine not yours to give to your new bf... I may still be completely